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It used to be loads of fun but this time it's the worst...
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Into the dark by Amarante
  • Reading: Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
  • Watching: life pass me by
  • Eating: It doesn't help to fill up the hollow feeling
No matter the relationship, if the other person doesn't value it as much as you do, it's time to move on. It's difficult and hard, sure but there's nothing else you can really do unless you wanna continue being in an unhealthy one-sided relationship with such a toxic person and continue to be miserable.
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Into the dark by Amarante
  • Reading: Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
  • Watching: life pass me by
  • Eating: It doesn't help to fill up the hollow feeling
I feel so nauseous daily....it's driving me crazy.  I just wanna curl up and sleep it away.
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Into the dark by Amarante
  • Reading: Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
  • Watching: life pass me by
  • Eating: It doesn't help to fill up the hollow feeling
NoonecaresyoureaterriblepersonyourejustaconveniencealwaysbeenalwaysrelaplacedreplacedreplacedburdenburdenburdenuselessuselessuselessjustapuzzlepiecethatdoesntfitithityharderthanithitthemwhydoyouexistforwhatpurposeyouknowtheydontcareyourescaredyoureweakabnormalstupidwhydoyoufeelthiswaywhatiswrongwithyouyourfamilywillnevertruelyloveyouyouvewastedyearsandtimeonstupidfeelingsallfornothingtheysaidyounevercaredyoucaredtoomuchallthatpainallthattimeallforthistreatmentnegligenceabuseifeelsohurtifeelsohurtifeelsosicksosicksosicknightmareseverdaywhetherimawakeorasleepdontwannabeherelifesunfairtriedmybesttheycandosomanythingsthaticouldnthowcouldimaintainafriendshipwiththatknowledgeitwouldhurtfartoomuchgonnabeleftaloneallaloneidontwanttofeelanymoreiwanttoescapeiwanttobeusefuliwanttohavenormalrelationshipsitstoohardtoodifficultexcusesexcusesexcuseswillneverbeabletocompetewithbetterfriendswillalwaysbethelastresortwillalwaysbeleftbehindijustdontknowifeelsoalonemysoulfeelslikeitsbeingcrushedihatethesefeelingsihatetheseemotionsihateeverythingiwannajustsleeppeacefullynomorenightmaresjustpeacefuldreamsNoonecaresyoureaterriblepersonyourejustaconveniencealwaysbeenalwaysrelaplacedreplacedreplacedburdenburdenburdenuselessuselessuselessjustapuzzlepiecethatdoesntfitithityharderthanithitthemwhydoyouexistforwhatpurposeyouknowtheydontcareyourescaredyoureweakabnormalstupidwhydoyoufeelthiswaywhatiswrongwithyouyourfamilywillnevertruelyloveyouyouvewastedyearsandtimeonstupidfeelingsallfornothingtheysaidyounevercaredyoucaredtoomuchallthatpainallthattimeallforthistreatmentnegligenceabuseifeelsohurtifeelsohurtifeelsosicksosicksosicknightmareseverdaywhetherimawakeorasleepdontwannabeherelifesunfairtriedmybesttheycandosomanythingsthaticouldnthowcouldimaintainafriendshipwiththatknowledgeitwouldhurtfartoomuchgonnabeleftaloneallaloneidontwanttofeelanymoreiwanttoescapeiwanttobeusefuliwanttohavenormalrelationshipsitstoohardtoodifficultexcusesexcusesexcuseswillneverbeabletocompetewithbetterfriendswillalwaysbethelastresortwillalwaysbeleftbehindijustdontknowifeelsoalonemysoulfeelslikeitsbeingcrushedihatethesefeelingsihatetheseemotionsihateeverythingiwannajustsleeppeacefullynomorenightmaresjustpeacefuldreams
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Into the dark by Amarante
  • Reading: Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
  • Watching: life pass me by
  • Eating: It doesn't help to fill up the hollow feeling
It's harder...you're alone...you knew it....everything hurts...it eats you slowly from the inside out..

Suffocating...why..why...why..
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Into the dark by Amarante
  • Reading: Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
  • Watching: life pass me by
  • Eating: It doesn't help to fill up the hollow feeling

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KamiraCeeker
Kamira
Artist
United States
Continuation of Devious Info:

dislikes: >.> raw eggplant (ewwwww) jerks...bitchy characters |3; yaoi... (I like shounen ai furry things tho <3 )...recolors...lol and stuff like that...oh and Sega's so called 'fresh ideas' >.>;... werehog?...c'mon! XDDD lol

Age:19
Wishes: I wanna be an anthro kitty |3; lol and run around with sonic D8 XD

b-day: Dec 28 ^^

websites:

youtube- commentgirl234 (i only comment |3; haven't made vids yet)

tegakie: Kamzorz-Zamzorz

poem of myself from a year ago:

Song Of Myself (Poem not a song XD; )

I am a brook
flowing freely
through the
stones which are the entrance
to life

I have my ups and
downs
my emotions run wild
throughout my mind
and body

I am an artist
ink flowing,glistening
from my pen
to create pictures which
emanate from my brain

I am the polka-dotted
elephant
in the whole pack
I am different
Yes it's true

I mesh with nature
the animals I enjoy
from my happy place
I lay in the soft green grass

Friends I am good with
I have them
to me they help as do
I to them
we love each other, 'nuff said

Music?
Do I like?
Yes of course
I can relate to almost any verse
in each one I hear

Pink splashes the walls
of my room
tis the color I favor
the most
out of blue,red, and so on...

Literature has stuck with me
since I learned how to
form words and sentences
everyday on my sill I did sit
and embarked on a fictional journey

I don't possess many talents
I have only my sketches
and my big heart
to keep me busy and
to care for others

Seventeen I am!
sometimes I forget
I disbelieve
but this is me
this is a song of myself

deviantWEAR sizing preference: Magical tabby cat D8 XD o randomeness
Favourite cartoon character: Sonic the Hedgehog
Interests
It used to be loads of fun but this time it's the worst...
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Into the dark by Amarante
  • Reading: Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma
  • Watching: life pass me by
  • Eating: It doesn't help to fill up the hollow feeling

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:iconkamiraceeker:
KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015
L kdyh qr sodfh lq brxu olih.
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Fuwawawa Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Hey...I hope you feel better soon, the stuff that you are going through I hope you pull through it! You're a wonderful person and you're really sensitive towards people's feelings! I hope you might remember me...it's been awhile. It's me Danny the girl who drew your hedgehog as an actual hedgehog that one time on Iscribble! I hope you pull through your hard times and are happy again!!! 
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KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2015
Hey, course I remember you :).  Yeah, I hope I will too..just a ton going on in my life right now.  Thanks for the compliment.
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Fuwawawa Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
You're welcome! 😊
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StealingTheGalaxy Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  New Deviant
you looks lik eme
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KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015
Don't see the resemblance.
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StealingTheGalaxy Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015  New Deviant
red and blak 
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:iconkamiraceeker:
KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015
similar color scheme doesn't really mean they look identical lol but alright.
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KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner May 26, 2015
I want to help you but I cant.
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SilverandShadow Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hai Kammie... I'm real sorry for dropping off the face of the Earth lately.. Just wanted to say hi and see how you are. And let you know I am still here and such..
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