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Proper friendships

Proper family.

I don't mean to sound ungrateful but the people I call friends in the real world that I have now..and the family life I all brings me a bit of dread...and despair.  I don't hate them..I don't resent them...but I just..don't enjoy it like I used to and we seem to have grown distant.  I need to make newer friends but it's easier said than done...and I need to visit my biological family..I miss them...but that's also easier said than done.  There's a huge empty feeling in me these days...I don't "live" life...I pass through it over and over again.  Everything's become so dull and so dreary and empty...  I don't observe anything to the full extent..I'm never in the moment...I'm somewhere else.  I see things..I experience things...but I don't "see" them or "experience" them. It's like I'm asleep constantly.  I want to wake up but I'm afraid and not sure how.
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: My soul slowly decaying.
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: life pass me by
  • Eating: It doesn't help to fill up the hollow feeling


Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
I've Lost My Way

Continuation of Devious Info:

dislikes: >.> raw eggplant (ewwwww) jerks...bitchy characters |3; yaoi... (I like shounen ai furry things tho <3 ) and stuff like that...oh and Sega's so called 'fresh ideas' >.>;... werehog?...c'mon! XDDD lol

Wishes: I wanna be an anthro kitty |3; lol and run around with sonic D8 XD

b-day: Dec 28 ^^


youtube- commentgirl234 (i only comment |3; haven't made vids yet)

tegakie: Kamzorz-Zamzorz

poem of myself from a year ago:

Song Of Myself (Poem not a song XD; )

I am a brook
flowing freely
through the
stones which are the entrance
to life

I have my ups and
my emotions run wild
throughout my mind
and body

I am an artist
ink flowing,glistening
from my pen
to create pictures which
emanate from my brain

I am the polka-dotted
in the whole pack
I am different
Yes it's true

I mesh with nature
the animals I enjoy
from my happy place
I lay in the soft green grass

Friends I am good with
I have them
to me they help as do
I to them
we love each other, 'nuff said

Do I like?
Yes of course
I can relate to almost any verse
in each one I hear

Pink splashes the walls
of my room
tis the color I favor
the most
out of blue,red, and so on...

Literature has stuck with me
since I learned how to
form words and sentences
everyday on my sill I did sit
and embarked on a fictional journey

I don't possess many talents
I have only my sketches
and my big heart
to keep me busy and
to care for others

Seventeen I am!
sometimes I forget
I disbelieve
but this is me
this is a song of myself

deviantWEAR sizing preference: Magical tabby cat D8 XD o randomeness
Favourite cartoon character: Sonic the Hedgehog

Age: 23

Life is a vast ocean on which I am stranded
I cannot continue swimming forever
I am constantly falling into the depths, again and again
Drowning, suffocating

I am no longer "good with friends"
I am a failure at every position I have held.
My friendships are all in complete shambles and I cannot fix them
I have been abandoned, betrayed, used, etc.

I am just a burden to others, an extra weight for others to carry
Soon, I will be left completely alone.
I see no point in trying to make friends as I just seem to annoy others

I am too depressed to improve upon my art at the moment.

I see no point in my existence.

I will continue to lead a life of misery as that is my fate.

I don't remember how to be happy.

The only thing I am good at is crying for hours and hours.

I want to sleep forever and dream endlessly.

This is the true song of myself.

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MacedonianGamer98 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2015  Student Digital Artist
I sniff MLP fandom here..
KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Misperception Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Oh my gosh... thank you for all the favorites. O_O I feel honored...
KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome.  Thanks for being a good writer :)
Misperception Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
This is really late but... thank you for the fave! Very appreciated.♥
KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, you're welcome :) -bombards you with more faves-

I relate to some of these.

also thanks for the llama~
Misperception Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
I usually tend to write straight from the heart, and usually when I'm mad or really upset, so a lot of these are from super emotion-filled times. Sooo, I'm happy to hear that others can relate too! And kinda not because not always the best emotional state.

Anndd, you're welcome.~
KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It shows :)

Sometimes your best work comes straight from the soul and your own experiences.

And yeah, but it happens to pretty much everyone.
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KamiraCeeker Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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AutumnLeafTree Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Hey...I hope you feel better soon, the stuff that you are going through I hope you pull through it! You're a wonderful person and you're really sensitive towards people's feelings! I hope you might remember's been awhile. It's me Danny the girl who drew your hedgehog as an actual hedgehog that one time on Iscribble! I hope you pull through your hard times and are happy again!!! 
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